a nü start

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recorded on my iphone in my house in south philadelphia

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released September 30, 2016

k8 della monica

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Track Name: juicy j
i can't keep up with you
way faster than i'm used to
i'm trying to catch up
hoping that you might wait up
orange is inviting
blue eyes so exciting
colors that are complementing
spectral spiral never ending
i'm so glad we met
thanks for playing pretend

i can't keep up with you
way faster than i'm used to
i'm trying to catch up
hoping that you might wait up
your hands around me
i feel so astoundingly
pretty around you
stop before we break the rules
boundaries been set
cuz i really needed a friend
and i'm so glad we met
thanks for playing pretend
Track Name: furrowed brows
furrowed brows
am i misunderstanding you?
furrowed brows
i was coming to see you
nothing feels safe anymore
got no one to turn to
to help me try and better myself
ask what i'm supposed to do

i'm starting to get wrinkles and grey hair
i wish that you could see them and be here
i'm starting to get better at biting my tongue
i hope that you were proud of me all along
furrowed brows
so much left unsaid and undone
Track Name: old news
i don't remember what you looked like
the day that you took your knife and
wedged it right between my vertebrae
poor mental health and chronic pain
maybe that was just part of quitting
coming to terms with awful feelings
i can't pretend that i'm not better off
thickened skin can't grow soft

but who am i kidding
i would love to see you again
but i can't tell the difference between
straight lines and best friends
and i'd love to use you
never have to feel again
but i have to hate you
forgetting vs. forgiven